Getting all prettified for my interview.

also: I actually have a real job interview tomorrow.. and they didn't call and cancel it, haha. Wish me luck.. we sooooooooo need this.

does anyone have any tips on potty training girls? I'm having such a hard time sticking to it.

who has skype? add me: therealjessicass

saying goodbye to my 250gb HD. oh well though.. it was old from my old pc and still hooked up via IDE. it was only a matter of time.

Job interview tomorrow!! Wish me luck.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dolls Phaedra and Aara!!!

Finally set up lj mobile. Expect more updates!

I set up the lj text messaging thing. That's pretty cool.. didn't know it had that feature so if you are on my friends list feel free to text me! (I get bored)

Also.. Who has Twitter???

Add me if you do: /mamadoll

Who all is left out there in LJ land? Any of my lovely friends still using this thing? Will be checking recent entries in a sec.

Also:

My girls are officially a year and a half old today! It's insane. They are soooo smart. I love to teach them things and watch them pick it up like little sponges. They love to read books.. when i sit down on the floor they immediately grab books and come running to my lap.

Anyway I won't ramble on about that too much.. I know how annoying it gets when people talk about nothing but their kids. But I also don't entirely give a crap if I annoy anyone.. so I guess this entire paragraph is pointless.

I don't even know when I posted here last so I won't even try to catch up everything that has happened since then. Let's just say it's a lot. I am going to try and start posting here again and coming to read everyone's entries. I lost track of so many people and I regret it so I am trying to catch back up.

Oh yeah.. and I'm 29 today. Woohoo.

Well what started out as a simple JOP courthouse ceremony turned into a full-blown wedding on very short notice (the 24th). I must admit I am way excited about it though. Saturday wse are going dress/jewelry shopping and I can't wait! Oh and my dad called.. I get to choose between a grand cash or his car for a wedding present. I am so going witht he car.

Right the fuck On!

- turned 28.
- got a new computer.
- got engaged.
- lost 10 lbs.

being 28.. uneventful.

The computer fucking ROCKS. Dual processors (3.33 GHz), 2 gigs of RAM (I want to get more), Dual 19" LCD wide screen monitors, and so on. I put that geforce 7300 in so I could get the dual monitors going but it is really crappy compared to the rest of the computer. Definitely need to get a better video card whenever possible. But in the meantime it works for me.

Being engaged is kinda cool. It started out as just a way to get the child support office to back off of Temothy but the idea has really grown on me, and I think on him too. I have been a girlfriend before.. but never a wife. We are just going to have a simple ceremony.. like with a JOP or whoever.. but not religious. I am not sure what we are going to wear. Obviously not the traditional bride and groom shit. I am looking forward to it =)

The weight.. is only the beginning.

P.S.

My girls are 3 months old today!

So today the girls are a month old. They are getting bigger but are still soooo tiny. Alison and Mikey brought Ayden over the other day and he was so big compared to them! I cannot wait until they are that size and more "sturdy" so I don't have to feel paranoid.

In other news they think I might be nuts. Nah really though I got put on drugs for ppd. Totally gay. At first she put me on prozac.. but I came home and researched it and it turns out that as far as SSRI's go that is the bottom of the list for breastfeeding women. It accumulates in breastmilk etc. So being the know-it-all that I am I called the doctor to tell her she was wrong and that I would rather be put on Zoloft and much to my surprise she called me back a couple of hours later and told me that I was right and she was in agreement with me. Miracles never cease, a doctor admitted to being wrong. So anyway, we will see how it goes. I really am not fond of the idea of taking a drug that I know fucks with my neurotransmitters.. but if it helps I will give it a shot.

I am not feeling the X-mas vibe this year. Probably because I am not working and thus cannot buy people shit. Because you all know thats what this holiday is about, right? Yeah totally. It's a bastardized celebration of a fake gods birthday, which has been perverted into a reason to consume and buy material items at a rate which should make you ill. In reality it was a pagan celebraton.. but we won't go into that. I won't step all the way onto my soapbox.. I'll just leave one foot on there for good measure. Just remember as the day keeps approaching: buy until they love you! Suckers.

Today my daughters are officially 3 weeks old. Today is also their technical due date. I cannot imagine what it would be like if they were still in my belly! I was so fucking huge when I had them that I was on bed rest and immobile for the most part.. and they have grown quite a bit in the 3 weeks so yeah.. I can't imagine what size I would be now.

I went to the doctor today for him to check up on my incision (which is healing wonderfully.. but will always be kinda ugly) and they weighed me.. I am down 65 lbs since the day I had the girls. So 65 lbs in 3 weeks. That is insane. It also shows exactly how much water and blood etc I was full of. I was so puffy and swollen that I couldn't wear normal shoes anymore at the end.. I just walked around in slippers, heh. I am quite a bit bigger than I was prior to getting pregnant and my doctor said I will still be puffy and stuff for some weeks but I am definitely feeling a bit more normal and that is good.

The girls are doing well.. still adorable.. still sleeping a lot.. except never when I want to be sleeping.. but I guess that is the way motherhood goes.

Oh by the way: the last two episodes of Dexter leaked and they were fucking insanely awesome. Life is good. That is all for now.

I posted a sampling of pictures of the babies on myspace. I don't have time at the moment to upload and deal with posting them here so you'll have to check out my new album and see how fucking beautiful they are!

Halloween in WoW is fun this year. Behold me in my dorky glory:

This is hilarious. From this link:

I’m guilty of doing last minute shopping at Walmart when birthdays or special events roll around. Although I’ve yet to order a custom cake for any sort of special event like a going away party, birthday, etc.

Some people that work here had a going away party the other day for a woman that is leaving.

One of the supervisors called a Walmart and ordered the cake. he told them to write: “best wishes Suzanne” and underneath that write “we will miss you”. here’s the cake that was delivered: